For a better tomorrow.
For a better tomorrow.
- shellie2
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So deeply sad right now. I miss my now ex-boyfriend so much. He wouldn't end it and i felt more and more that I wasn't getting what I needed so I cut the chord. He hasn't been there for me and I heard a few things from mutual friends recently that kinda pushed me over the edge. But I also i feel panicked that he's not going to be there anymore. I woke up in the middle of the night wishing I could take it all back but i really shouldn't.
Things had been broken between us for a while and I was just hanging on. But I can't just possess someone and call that love. Love takes more work, it isn't just having someone and attachment. But, I feel totally lost at the moment. If i could just hug him one more time... The last time we saw each other, I cried and cried because deep down I kind of knew it'd be the last time we'd see each other. the depth of my sorry is nothing I've ever felt before.
- :(pango
- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯soundofreason
- it'll pass. it'll take a while but it will pass.hans_glib
- Sorry to hear, hit the gym as much as you can, workout hard to ease to ease your anxiety and withdrawals.robotron3k
- And get a land line.pango
- It's shit and there is no heads up. Better let emotions have you until it's over instead of hiding it from yourself. Lovesickness is totally okay :-)mekk
- I went through some shitty days after my breakup. The tendency to want to cling on to *something* so we're not just floating in the ether is real.Gucci
- The thing about that is...it's also a lie. That nagging feeling you had, is the one you'll be thanking yourself for listening to when life is back on track.Gucci
- Take time to allow yourself to mourn and feel shitty for today. Maybe tomorrow too, but that's it. Chin up for better days.Gucci
- Sorry to hear. Just grind through this next little bit. As tough as it may seem right now, you know you've done the right thing.desmo
- thanks for letting me vent, guys. I'm really stressed out.shellie
- we've been hanging around here a long, long time now. You have always struck me as one of the strongest voices, and one of the strongest souls here.exador1
- Like all the rest of the gang here, I know you're hurting right now. but tomorrow, it'll be just a tiny bit less. And the day after that, a bit less againexador1
- Always keep in mind the reasons for taking this step. It wasn't out of the blue. You had a REASON :) ...so don't second guess yourself.exador1
- Doing the right thing often hurts. but you still know it was the right thing. You're gonna be ok. Just take your time. Heal...exador1
- ...then get back out there and kick some ass :)exador1
- The hurt is from the IDEA you had of that person not the actual person. Trust me I'm going through my fair share of it right now.GM278
- But things end for a reason and when you are ready and available you'll meet someone even better.GM278
- my last year and a half has been like this shellie...I live in the same project as my ex. that's makes it really difficultoey
- and the hurt from letting go this idea of the person you though or wanted to be with will be long gone. Trust!GM278
- I miss her a lot. and sometimes we hug and I feel peace. I love her somehow but I cano not imagine having a relationship. and I don't feel attracted to her.oey
- (Also you have a sick bug to work on, pop them valve covers off, grab a 13mm wrench and .006" feeler gauge and get to work - cheaper than therapy) :PGM278
- I'm sure I'll never have something so sweet like we had but I really feel attracted to other people.oey
- and found out I feel better with myself if there's nobody with expectations or something.oey
- out of respect for the place we live I really don't have a life, like meeting people, bringing people home, having relationships.oey
- I know it would totally hurt her and I0ve hurt her too much already. I feel sad, lonely, melancholic but I produce more. still it's not healthy.oey
- it would be so simple to be in love with her like it was in the beginning but I realized that I put other people before me.oey
- and some take things for granted. sorry...I was now in my own trip.oey
- I just want to let you to know that I understand what you mean with the hugging and hanging..and i wish you better times.oey
- one really has to take care of him/her self and put themselves first. what one feels and wants. if you can do it by not hurting someone else perfect.oey
- if you hurt someone or feel hurt about these decisions, what matters is honesty to yourself and to your partner.oey
- it might hurt but that's what's really respect. hope you find your way. don't do crazy things like being irresponsible but be crazy and enjoy your time.oey
- *sigh* I tried to pull him up with me but he was really weighing me down. He hurt me really bad, and i just couldn't take it anymore. Once we broke up peopleshellie
- told me a lot more stuff that kinda kept me from sliding back into his arms. I can't be with someone who lies to me. there's no excuse.shellie
- Love and trust go hand in hand and you can't build anything on lies. Anyone that isn't igniting your fire is only putting it out, kiddo.GM278
- So sorry shell. fuck all that, you deserve better.sea_sea
- Not only do you deserve better, but sounds like you know what you don't want. No worse pain than heartbreak I here you girl. For what it's worth, we're here. <3sea_sea
- I also applaud you for having the strength to break it off. Shows character and it takes courage to make those moves. You got this.sea_sea
- Listen to some break up albums, they'll never sound so goodMrBixler
- mugwart8
The Art Of Rotoscoping
theres no art - just pain ... pure pain
- an in the case of that video... no point !shapesalad
- It takes sooooo long. Looks like he was using StudioArtist for some bits in the video to create the colourful abstract stuff.PhanLo
- +pockets
- Nairn4
- To minimize the 100+ sidenotes on some topics.soundofreason
- why? that's half the fun.Nairn
- Now I know. And knowing is half the battle.soundofreason
- there is no battle. only misery...pango
- deathboy would love thisdmay
- Indeed. I'll make deathboy a superuser as soon as he logs in.soundofreason
- Ah, and there's the reason.Nairn
- shellie9
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Single again for the first time in a long time. I'm totally petrified of what dating has become now. I've been tied up for 12 years.
- You haven't been single in 12 years, enjoy being on your own for a while, you'll find yourself dating soon enoughspl33nidoru
- !!!oey
- wait, the same boyfriend from 2 days ago?!oey
- was it the plane thing?BusterBoy
- ^ was going to ask the same, if it triggered something inside of him...oey
- details muddled for maximum appealimbecile
- Don't give a fuck and you will have lot of fun!pango
- Get weirdcannonball1978
- Also get ready for guys DM you out of no where. XDpango
- like pango...oey
- https://media.giphy.…ok_not_ok
- give yourself time... hope you're ok.notype
- @oey http://www.reactiong…pango
- The plane trauma.freedom
- I would be too. Take it easy, and... Good luck ;)OBBTKN
- Ugh, dating went extinct after everyone got rid of their land lines...robotron3k
- i'm sorry for you robo.pango
- but seriously tho... people still use land line at home?!pango
- Hang on...everything is gonna be fine.ApeRobot
- Enjoy some Shellie time.thumb_screws
- like others said, enjoy your time!oey
- Shelliexitshapesalad
- I really miss my best friend. But no it wasn't the plane. Definitely me. He's been really absent lately and i couldn't take it anymore.shellie
- I really miss him. My heart is broken. But i was preparing for him to miss our anniversary after him missing my birthday and my first time on stage.shellie
- I just woke up in the middle of the night and i'm wrecked. i want to take it all back but i shouldn't and i wont.shellie
- i lost a ton of weight in 6 months from being single and learned who i am. im pretty awesome it turns out. now been married for 6 years so you never know dude.trooperbill
- thanks trooper. I hope i feel better about this soon because right now there's a massive hole in my heart. this sucks :'(shellie
- I know this doesn't sound good at first: but time will fill that hole. And doing stuff for yourself helps too. Because you have to love yourself the most.Longcopylover
- "Time won't be the only thing filling that hole"
- docpozsoundofreason - Passed my ex of 5 years the other day on an escalator. Haven't spoken in 2 years. Glad it's over but that was surreal. Deep down we know what's right for us.SteveJobs
- PhanLo3
- shit this looks goodcolin_s
- Please be good.
Please be good.
Please be good.Ramanisky2 - I am Batmanutopian
- Looks good!phobos79
- coolApeRobot
- ooh looks goodie :)
but wait this march wtf?sted - Got my interest.Hayzilla
- Ben Affleck always acting like he's acting. And over acting. Same with the guy in supporting role. Too much acting. LOL. Hard to watch movies like this.chukkaphob
- drgs4
- Why does it look like a sex toypango
- It looks like a HUGE taser.Akagiyama
- What is this, a car for flat people?NBQ00
- some marketing campaign, not a real car, alas
https://www.youtube.…drgs - Flatman's Flatmobile.i_monk
- Textured butt plugthumb_screws
- awesome design, great job pango!pinkfloyd
- if one person had the good sense to pee on it, thàt would have gone viral insteadsrhadden
- Looks like someone flattened a Jaguar XJ220section_014
- meltedpablo28
- quite the feat just parking that thing within the boxinv
- Completely covered in latex. The car turns on only if you talk dirty to itdrgs
- Gardener6
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going through some old pictures of the kids, my missus
has just told me off for my crap name filing system...various
new
new digi
more digi
digipix
pix
more pix
new camera pics
various pix
old pix
our pics
photo's
unsorted
mixed
various IIbut it worked for me!
- *exhibiting external display of mirth*
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I have so many sub-folders labelled 'unsorted' — yeah, like everything else is sorted, Nairn?Nairn - Desktop sort 2010-2018 for me, I feel your pain.PhanLo
- the producer in me cringes.shellie
- sometimes my finder copy date overwrites the old crated date, don't like that. but its always in the right year folder which is hard coded, 2018, 2017, 2016....api
- LolHayoth
- *exhibiting external display of mirth*
- NBQ004
- If i had spare cash I'd go.mugwart
- what about business travel?Fax_Benson
- e-pill16
- old bastard (dirty)
<3PonyBoy - +20 yearssted
- on Rikers Island bwahhah :Dsted
- What are you doing? Looks like you got caught peeing in the coffee-can. :)Longcopylover
- old bastard (dirty)
- Nairn16
- nice one!oey
- chuck norris?oey
- Yorke?OBBTKN
- J K Simmons?
http://www.media4.hw…Fax_Benson
- drgs2
- thumb_screws9
Textured Butt Plug - Holy Butt Plugs
best spam ever
- fisheye25
Show some recent work
After three years of working on these paintings came the solo exhibition. I have a lot of new ideas for further work. I am very happy that I fulfilled one of my biggest dreams. Beside being fulltime agency art director, having a baby, playing in a band, I managed to finish all the stuff for the art show and It was not hard at all, I enjoy every aspect of my life, now at 42.
- wonderful news. your work, i've always remembered. nice to know i can still live my dream, it's not too late :)notype
- can you post in color as well? Are these still gold/black?notype
- Thanks a lot! Here's the color photo. These are all black/gray. https://i.imgur.com/…fisheye
- Sweey words, happy for you and congrats!helloeatbreathedrive
- So nice. The color photo really brings out the tasteful subtlety of the gold.CyBrainX
- congrats! amazing work and I loved the description :Dfeel
- good shit man_me_
- art is a lot of work. congrats! your attitude sounds great!SimonFFM
- Thanks a lot, guys! Appriciate it!fisheye
- Btw 28 works out of 35-ish on display.fisheye
- lovely stuff, loved them when you first shared. congrats on it all.fadein11
- Love themset
- shoot me an email fisheye.notype
- You are inspiration for a lot of us! Great stuff!adrok
- freedom3
- robo?oey
- - then she runs for a house seat on the platform of crushing the patriarchy in Washingtonrobotron3k
- While Brian votes against his best interests by electing conservatives who gut the middle class and devalue his labour by offshoring to foreign competition.i_monk
- Noggin12
