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- Krassy0
someone had posted here on QBN a New Garage meme with a bearded hipster on it...can't find it. Help?
- kingjulien0
Last night I almost broke my self-imposed seven month sobriety. I had been working for 10 hours straight - and then, after catching the 4th quarter and the ensuing two overtimes of the Suns/Clippers game - an exciting back and forth that reinforced why the playoffs are so great - I poured a tumbler of Springbank single malt and stared at the glass on my coffee table. Voices of the past and present were talking to me - go on dude, it's just one drink, everything in moderation, fuck it Rob what do you have to lose?, aren't you going to drink with me at the Radiohead concert anyway? the pills and the weed and the girls are your downfall anyway, come on, this reflective and somber you aint no fun, your work isn't any better sober what are you trying to prove with this discipline? - and then I considered the insomnia and the meds that have stopped the migraines but now have me dreaming things I never wanted to see, and I thought about my asshole brother and how I haven't spoken to him in years, and how he's probably in Acapulco again with his mistress, and my father, who when he had his heart attack several years back I didn't even care enough to inquire if he was alright, and I considered my current state- two weeks away from the move to SF, and my future roommate, who's now in rehab herself, and how if I screw up again it might be it, a life of fucking what ifs, and finally, as the images that have haunted my brain for fifteen years ended, I poured the drink down the sink, licking the rim of the glass to remind myself what could have been, in fact what it means to be alive, and retired to the empty bedroom, where I could still smell HER hair on my pillow, and curled up in the fetal position, with the director's commentary of Rushmore playing on loop, over and over, until the tremens passed once again, and at last my eyelids became heavy, and just as the sprinklers came on, and the lound smack of the paperboy's arrival, I was out, and another day had passed, one step closer to the divine.
- emokid0
i need more attention.
- mr_snuggles0
lob
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- grunttt0
the rand becomes you
- e-pill0
alone...with a vanilla blunt
- edd-e0
nt and messages...
in the last 3 days i have been contacted by 3 different nters, only i know personally.
each asking for things that i ...well i dont know you so what am i getting back in return??
one asks for drugs, another asks for my business proposal templates, the other askes, for ...
what am i???
ask someone else dammit!!!!!
rawr!!!
[how do i make the symbol for smilles but teeth showing??!]
:EI
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you're in Canada?
- 7point340
well inside you can feel many happy parts. it aborts sadness from the mind. can you do expect any less?
- omgitsacamera0
hs football playoffs today
pumped
- Gorbie0
but before you purchase Suitcase X1 - download that and Font Agent Pro (which I've heard good things about) and see which you like best.
- mayo0
i don't think it's fair that we have to wait as if 4300+ posts are loading when 80 percent of them are gone.
Of course, I also don't think it's fair that, when i enter a room, the Mac startup sound doesn't play. but you know castles in the sand, babe.
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blogarian
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Soggy noddles will never amount to real food, no matter how many pieces of chewy squid go into them.
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I think from now, I still gonna stalk tank02 because he's so awesome.
HeHe ;)
- chossy0
those beers were all great in their own special way, I think sun dance was my favourite