offing yourself
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how would you do it? Anyone really thought strongly about how they would go about it?
- optika0
rough day at work?
- josimar0
not until you started this thread, wingnut.
- Nairn0
Yes. Got it aaaalll planned out, should the need arise.
- cosmoo0
morphine?
- airey0
auto erotic asphyxiation. with a photo of your mum in my hand.
- ********0
hang myself from a balcony
- ********0
H + buttload of painkillers. In the bathtub (> easy cleanup).
- + nice music********
- vivaldi?********
- what would you like for the last song you hear to be?********
- Vivaldi? Winter? That would be a good one.********
- HANG IN THERE BUDDY!!********
- I hope the tub is empty then. Bloated corpses are not easy cleanup.ETM
- + nice music
- Jnr_Madison0
Steak & Chips.
- might take a while.Jnr_Madison
- + fine wine & narcotics. might not take that long.optika
- metal_leg_will0
Shotgun barrel in the mouth. If you have manners you'll spread a tarp.
- tank020
Jump out of an airplane without a parachute,
that's actually what i want to do when i'm old or termanilly ill.
Above a sea ofcourse, not a populated area.- old as in really old, when life has become a drag.tank02
- dude, I'm hoping on pushing someone out of a plane when I'm old. we should hook up********
- TheBIueOne0
nothing specific really, but it would need to involve some sort of blazing and some glory
- ********0
Anyone ever think they would have the gravitas to carry through with it? Even with a terminal disease, would you have what it takes to pull that trigger (whatever your trigger may be)?
- kezza_20
A big party, lots of friends, and an overdose.
- then what will you do with the hookers body?TheBIueOne
- a big party with lots of friends would likely prevent you from carrying through, no?********
- nakezza_2
- tank020
Good question carryon. When push come to shove its a hard one.
My mom did euthanised herself (or how do you say that) last year
after a long hard struggle with cancer. I had long talks with here on the subject and when push comes to shove you slightly take more
of your bodies abuse before doing it.
First she said she would do it if she became paralyzed, that happend she had doubts, after that when she losing grasp on things that happened and she back away again, its mankinds survival instinct, i think eachtime you cross borders in that final stage untill your mind & body has suffered so much damage that you are in constant pain and life in fact in punishment. Thats the moment she decided for here enough is enough...I was kind of the objective counselor in this, you can't pick side on this one if you are not dealing with yourself...- heavy shit man..TheBIueOne
- very true, and deeply sorry for your loss. I hope she is in a better place with no pain.********
- oh, I'm sorry for you to have to se your mom like that. But, as said she is in a better place, probably talking with my mom.alicetheblue
- cosmoo0
hammer to the toe?
- cosmoo0
advil overdose?
- cosmoo0
head in the oven?
- cosmoo0
centrum overdose?
- thatblokemike0
I don't subscribe to any of the religions going around these days as they are obsolete in their understanding of the universe. I do feel strongly there is a conscious to the universe (god) and we are part of that. We are the universe trying to understand itself and therefore our lives are not ours to take. They belong to the universe and it will decide how we deserve to die.
That being said I'd probably do loads of fucking drugs and attempt to go out on a high.
- ********0
It's a strange subject, but one I think about and often struggle with everyday. I tried when I was 20. Took about 30 xanax, a handful of soma, a handful of sleeping pills then filled the bathtub and cut the bajesus out of my arms (yes lengthwise). Things in life that used to make me happy just dont anymore. Just sorta in this in between place I guess.
The only thing preventing it from happening again is I remember how devastated my family and friends were. I woke up in the hospital 2 days later on a respirator and saw my mom crying in the corner. She wasn't aware I was awake yet and I just sorta watched her for a little while realizing any pain I may have felt, her's must have been a thousand times worse. Then other day's I'm like "fuck it" I dont care if its selfish.- lol.. makes your pseudonym quite funny after hearing that storythatblokemike
- Rough story mate. It's never that bad, man. If you ever need to talk, contact me.********