blog

Out of context: Reply #72614

  • Started
  • Last post
  • 76,748 Responses
  • oey_oey6

    So one day I arrived home with my 17 month old daughter sleeping in my arms and my partner asks me:

    Who's X and what does she want from you with a very serious face.

    I was like: what!?

    And she trying not to be too loud because of t he little one sleeping and very serious: Who is X and what does she want from you?!

    And I swear I didn't have a clue what she was talking about.

    So after a slapstick comedy style back and forth in a half silent and gestures way my partner in a very seriously way of jealousy shows me a SMS...

    I read it and I was like:Aaaaaah! That's a friend from our housemate/neighbor...

    So a housemate of ours asked me if It would be possible for a friend of hers to record from the computer to a tape using my gear and if she could give her friend my phone number.

    I said sure, why not.
    I'm happy to help and mixtapes are truly a great thing.

    And our housemate gave her friend my partners phone number instead of mine...

    So we cracked...

    Yesterday and the day before I arranged everything for her to come by and told my partner that the friend of our housemate is not the pretty one with the dark hair it's another one...

    And she was like: Aha! So, so...

    The friend came today and we were in my working space where I was explaining to her how the stereo,the mixer and t u e tape deck works.

    I realize it's getting l a te to meet my partner and I say goodbye and leave as we were already ready with everything.

    As soon as I close my studio's door I face my partner and she was like so?

    And I said: I'm done here let's go upstairs.

    And she Replied: oh...I was curious to know how the woman looks like.

    And I said: well she's really pretty.

    My partner: interesting....and laughs.

    So the rest of the day we kept making jokes about the woman back and forth pretending being jealous and that I was actually just helping out of interest, everything very healthy.

    But as the day passed started to get a guilty ty feeling cause I can't get that woman out of my head but not like in an oh-my-god way but like how an interesting person I found her to be and I ended sending her a message asking if she wants to-go paint together.

    And I realized wait this is crazy, what am I doing, she's mid twenties, 20 years y o Unger and I want to keep contact and after all the jokes and so on!?

    I started getting depressed thinking my time is soon over and how it is so great to be in our twenties in the present day with all the openness about sexuality and relations, political correct Ness and respect, how's every thing a challenge, how I evolved and kept emancipation myself...and I'm like WTF!?

    I have a great privileged life and I'm aware fit, I don't have much and I could be more committed to my work specially t he last t here years but I got it really good and I find out there's certain things that I can't change, like feeling attracted to attractive, emancipated, smart, young, interesting and intelligent mid-twenty/thirty year old women.

    I feel I have to talk with my partner about this because I've been avoiding two or three people for months now because I don't feel secure enough to meet them and not be tempted to lose control.

    Damn! I just wanted to write a small text about how nice it was to meet someone and find her interesting not in a sexual way at least or now...and continue to peel the potatoes for tomorrow and suddenly it sounds like a mid-life crisis.

    No, not signs I'm getting old....

    But damn,she was really pretty and simple and interesting.

    oey_oey 6Permalink
    UpvoteDownvote
    Flag
    • And she Replied yes to go pain together...fuck! LOL!oey_oey
    • Ah, I wrote this with basically one finger so...oey_oey
    • There's so much more to it, to my thoughts and reflexions but I really have to peel these potatoes.oey_oey
    • There's one solution to this: You need an 9v battery. Imagine her naked. Have a walk. As you ah hum... stick out your tongue and press the 9v battery on it.shapesalad
    • By 'walk' autocorrect meant 'w an k'shapesalad
    • Only half joking here....shapesalad
    • go take a walk. have some fruit and relax bro.dasohr
    • Thanks ,but I'm relaxed. We also have an open relationship but not right now cause there's so much going on.oey_oey
    • Sorry for the errors, one finger typing and fucked up auto correctoey_oey
    • yeah listen to shapesalads autocorrect take the 9v for a walk.
      ********
    • pics or it didn't happenautoflavour
    • you know what you should do, is go on a public Internet forum and talk about it.. what can go wrong?autoflavour
    • That's exactly what I'm thinking while drinking y first morning coffee auto...oey_oey
    • "my 17 month old daughter"
      Worst timing to cheat on your woman, seriously      drgs
    • You should both bang her. I would keep EVERYTHING above board, though, no secret messagesscarabin
    • lol scaragarbage
    • little daughter, partner, housemate, hot mixtape chick...coming soon to Netflixstoplying
    • Your partner is jealous AF.BusterBoy
    • i'm in one of the nicest and longest relationships I've been in and it's open and polyamorous. talk to your partner. the promised land awaits!sarahfailin
    Show [[ numHiddenNotes ]] more notesAdd Note
    SaveCancel

View thread