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- gramme0
Hey Jevad, drop me a line if you need to vent...I don't know you in any way other than thru PVN, but I have personal experience with depression. I'll pray for you for sure.
- OeufOeuf0
I just want things back to the way they were before. Too much transition...too much change...no control.
jevad
(Jan 23 07, 10:27)
-----------------------I know what you mean jevad.
By any chance, do you have a kid?
- jevad0
I just don't fucking understand where she is coming from. None of this makes any sense FFS
- jevad0
Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.hahahahhaa
aces!!
- overeasy0
They will always break your heart in the end.
- overeasy0
I'm just really good at encouraging it.
- ********0
wow, I just read your post and had been considering this all day.
I tried to off myself about 3 years ago, and every day since I have wanted to try and this time succeed again. I put my family and friends through hell which is the only thing that has prevented me from doing it again. But today seems different. Today I really really dont want to do this shit anymore.
- jevad0
I know what you mean jevad.
By any chance, do you have a kid?
OeufOeuf
(Jan 23 07, 10:53)yes
- grunttt0
i suggest sticking your foot out in front of bus before deciding to through your whole body out there. kind of like checking the water before jumping in.
betchya 5 bucks that shit stings.
- OeufOeuf0
Is this over a woman?
- grunttt0
fortified - are you serious? do you need some help?
- ********0
fortified - are you serious? do you need some help?
grunttt
(Jan 23 07, 11:02)Yea that shit was pretty fucked up, haha. A lot more than just 'having a bad day' or a bad succession of days.
What's your deal?
- contia10
Being down is the hardest thing in the world.
Having that hoplessness state of mind when you think that no one or thing will help is shite but it can be helped. if you take one piece of advice ....stay busy, stay in the company of friends.Depression has plagued me off and on for years and it is something I work on everyday. if you need some pointers. Please e-mail me.
- ********0
I like you, Clarence.
Always have,
- edd-e0
wait, you guys are serious..jevad, fortified...hang in there!!!
if you need to talk email me, i can listen.
:)
- ********0
* Before reading my post, I suggest taking up other NT'ers on their posts of I've dealt with this before, and their offers for help ... this is just my two cents. *
fortified, I guess in all seriousness I could probably care less, but then that would leave me remote of all caring which I guess would circumvent my original post.
I guess I've never been depressed, or down on myself enough to ever fathom killing myself.
It just rationally doesn't make any sense, to me at least.
I've had friends who have killed themselves, and believe me - I guess the person is okay with it, because they are dead, but everyone around them is kind of left for shit.
Which might be exactly what you're going for, but I don't know you.
Maybe that's why you cry about killing yourself, because you couldn't even do that right but for fuck's sake suck it up. Life isn't that bad.
Offing yourself isn't the solution, anyone can kill themselves (well...). Giving up isn't the answer, and who knows maybe "life after death", if that even exists, would end up being worse than your life here.
You're selfish to kill yourself I guess is the whole thing.
It's a selfish act.
In the grand scheme of everything, it is an outright selfish act (and that's outside the fact it's such a cliché cop-out).
- ross0
guys/gals,
I know NT can be a great place to chat and bounce ideas off each other, but make sure you talk to your friends, family or doctors if youre really down... please.Life is a precious thing...
always worth living...
- Seff0
cheer up - both of you
this can fix anything that is bothering you
- Point50
man, this thread is taking wrong turns. Please, jevad, fotified, or anyone else consider a drastic measure just fucking stop. Call someone, go somewhere, I don't give a fuck if you jump in your fuckin car and have to drive for 3 days, if even to my house, just give it all the time it deserves. It's better to disappear temporarily, cuz otherwise, when that shit is gone, it's gone. People love you and people like you, and believe me, they want to see you tonight, tomorrow and next year. Grab life by the balls, not the other way around. Squeeze that shit for what it's worth, don't let it squeeze you.
- ********0
Thanks folks, and Jevad...good luck mate, its a bitter and cold world.
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