When we were young
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- lifeinbinary0
no, a stool that'll help her look out the window when she is feeling down thinking "i wish i could look out the window"
- jevad0
* only sometimes
- designerror0
what jevad said
- rasko40
there is an amazing dispondence here from people that have ideal lives.
I include myself in this, though my life is far from ideal.
This is a modern problem.
- zedvox0
i've been living in the u.s for the last 5 yrs..my parents have worked their entire lives so they could send me and brother to college and privde the best...everyone who isnt from europe or america wants to come here because of the quality of life....well i think its bullshit
i hardly get to see my family....my grandparents are dying...the last two, i coudlnt even be there for the funeral.....i've become so detached that sometimes i'm just numb to emotions.smell the fuckin flowers while you can....
- _salisae_0
amen to that zedvox. my dad ran away for three years to become a buddhist monk. after he left (which was practically without warning) i was sick for two years. my mom suffered a lot financially, emotionally.
now they're divorced. it's just awful.
- mayo0
i bet your teacher can look out the window JUST FINE!
>:(
jevad, sometimes these kind of feelings are because you have too much "must do's" in your life and too little "want to do's". Maybe some internal spring cleaning followed by a weekend of getting away will help refresh your internal PVN.
and for the record, i know that the "do's" shouldn't have apostrophes, but i kept reading them as DOS, so it's my creative liberty to modify it.
hi, i'm mayo and i'm a grammar nerd.
- lifeinbinary0
flowers are all dead. i wish they weren't but they are.
- designerror0
you always want what can't get
- mayo0
okay now this is going to be one of the more cheesier posts i make:
if the flowers are dead, just remember that they will either grow back or you can replant.
I've done a major weeding in my life and the flowers are starting to come up more beautiful and sweeter smelling. They are coming in slowly, but i can see them coming in.
- zedvox0
well the plan the seeds...modern life is bullshit..we create our own holes and idealize the exotic far away places...when all we need is to care for the peopl that surround us...no one said its not messy..in fact its never gonna be perfect...thats why relationships scare me i turn away and shut out people...but being the stupid dreamer that i am...i cant help give my all at times...and when i do...it gets broken.
but one can never give up hope.
plant new flowers :)
dream out loud.
- zedvox0
mayo are you a girl?
- rasko40
salisae:
it interests me that whenever I read your posts I remember your post about you father's pursuit, and it fascinates me. It makes me think a little more about your posts and who you are. I find it incredibly interesting for some reason. I imagine you to have something to say that I would like to hear.
- lifeinbinary0
stories of hope are nice to hear.
i consider myself to be a pessimistic-optimist and have plenty of hope for many things. but more often than not, it is hard to look through all the bullshit and still feel that the flowers will grow back.
- mayo0
hahahaha see my profile?
- zedvox0
mayo. i was kidding :)
- zedvox0
salisae..i'm sorry dear.
*hugs*
- mrdobolina0
is it me, or are all of the cool folks in the pvn tonite?
- zedvox0
except you foo. :)
- mrdobolina0
that hurt my feelings, I am a very fragile creature.