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- skt0
- JesseJensen0
I'm guessing that you didn't achieve your goal being an athlete?
- mrdobolina0
kona, I had a point when I busted you out, but it flew over your fluid-filled head.
Let me reiterate:
Do you find it ironic that you were somewhat offended by someone who was just trying to be funny?
You still haven't answered, by the way. I don't expect you to answer, the answer is pretty apparent. But you won't admit it, must be because you lost a wrestling match in the 10th grade or something and never got over it.
- rusty_hooker0
never wanted to be an athlete. i have had serious health problems my whole life so athletics were out. i stopped dating men when i had to have an operation to remove my colon. i had severe ulceratvie colitis. and now i have a jpouch instead.
- JesseJensen0
I understand. I don't blame you.
- rusty_hooker0
yeah, the doctor pretty much said after the op that anything going up my ass could kill me. i was like ok, well then.
its still something i am trying to get over. it was kinda hard and fucked me up being an 18 year old kid who was shitting blood and having to take steroids and not ever feeling good. here it is 10 years later and im still trying to fig out how to live a normal life. it also sucks knowing your time on this earth will be shorter cuz more than likely my kidneys will fail. i also fear having to wear a diaper as i get older cuz im a pretty vain dude.
- JesseJensen0
What happened to your cuban accent?
Dude, get some help.
- Concrete0
never wanted to be an athlete. i have had serious health problems my whole life so athletics were out. i stopped dating men when i had to have an operation to remove my colon. i had severe ulceratvie colitis. and now i have a jpouch instead.
rusty_hooker
(Jun 28 07, 08:00)Sounds like a bog o shit to me
- rusty_hooker0
yeah, shit was crazy. i go the bathroom about 7 times a day and its always a watery, acidic mess.
for a bit i had an illiostomy and that was horrible. im currently trying to turn my life around but its been hard.
what cuban accent are you talking about jess?
- JesseJensen0
You've convinced yourself that you're "fucking" with people. But really your delusional fantasy is a one way ticket.
- rusty_hooker0
see what happens when you are real for like a minute. people dont give a shit. they would rather argue and fight. im in a bad mood now and am gonna go eat my lunch.
- JesseJensen0
That means your current existence must suck, rusty.
- mrdobolina0
I don't know what you expect, rusty. you are a complete cunt for 85% of your time then shift gears into self-pity mode and wonder why people don't care.
enjoy your lunch.
- rusty_hooker0
i disagree with your fucking with people argument jesse. i like to have fun. i sometimes speak the truth like any good liar and sometimes i can be delusional but then again who cant? being an artist or creative person always sets us apart from the ordinary. by fucking with people i mean i like to joke around and have a good time. i have severely withdrawn from everyone but my wife and family for a long time now because i fear my differences make me this way. i had a realization that when i was younger i wanted to be different and i was, but then after i really was different thanks to the surgery i just wanted to be normal, but that will never happen and i havent been able to figure out what i need to do in order to make myself better. so in that case i never really open myself up because i have all these hang ups about different and having to explain to people why i go to the bathroom all the time and why i am always drinking water and gatorade and why i cant eat certain foods or why i dont feel well.
so, thats prob the most i have opened up to anyone besides my wife in quite some time. and to people on the internet in a design portal no less.
- JesseJensen0
You feel the need to explain, because your not sure about it.
- emecks0
enjoy your lunch.
mrdobolina
(Jun 28 07, 08:19)even if you don't enjoy the shit after it.
- rusty_hooker0
its not that dobs. i am not having a pity party per se but i do have prob communicating and being real. i guard myself cuz i am afraid of showing who i am. also, i have been severely depressed since the surgery and within the last year was prescribed paxil and now lexapro but i dont think they are really working cuz i still feel really down all the time. even tho my life is pretty good for the most part. its weird man. i have these crazy mood swings and cant fig out and i havent been able to go get prof help cuz the wife couldnt work until her paperwork cleared and now that she can i hope to start and get better. ok, enuff about me. how about those bears huh?
- rusty_hooker0
haha. tks emecks. = )
- mrdobolina0
I'm not humoring this, sorry Charlie.
- rusty_hooker0
huh? believe what you want dobs. im just being real today.