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i disagree with your fucking with people argument jesse. i like to have fun. i sometimes speak the truth like any good liar and sometimes i can be delusional but then again who cant? being an artist or creative person always sets us apart from the ordinary. by fucking with people i mean i like to joke around and have a good time. i have severely withdrawn from everyone but my wife and family for a long time now because i fear my differences make me this way. i had a realization that when i was younger i wanted to be different and i was, but then after i really was different thanks to the surgery i just wanted to be normal, but that will never happen and i havent been able to figure out what i need to do in order to make myself better. so in that case i never really open myself up because i have all these hang ups about different and having to explain to people why i go to the bathroom all the time and why i am always drinking water and gatorade and why i cant eat certain foods or why i dont feel well.
so, thats prob the most i have opened up to anyone besides my wife in quite some time. and to people on the internet in a design portal no less.