is she coming back?
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- Gonzalmz0
Not that I have much to add, BUT:
I lost the greatest thing in my life about two months ago. I love her to fucking pieces. I loved her for more than three years.
I just called her in New Jersey from a payphone in Sydney. And my my, it's a sad state of affairs when I shakily offer up a juvenile "I love you" and realize there is really nothing I can do.
She says, "You know I love you too." Something very patronizing about that.
Sometimes I can't help but feel that things happen for a reason; that fatalism has it's place in these laughable loves--and other times I feel like I have to have faith and fight for the things I believe in.
- kote0
true to that Gonzales. I can only be me, and hope she is above playing games with my heart. Because that is the one thing that will make me tell her to fuck off.
although I feel she already has been, and I dont understand the motives. i can only try to be there as much as I can stand...and then, as much as I hate to say it, it's on to the next one.
And she wil look back one day and realize I am the best thing to happen to her....but it will be too late. Lets hope it doesnt come to that.