self reflection
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- kote
I have gone through a whole week of emotions. From losing the girl of my dreams due to being complacent to getting a new job today. A part of me is so happy and joyous - awesome job, moving forward in my career, etc. but the bigger part of me is heavy and empty - the love of my life.
My girl showed me that I could love again. she showed me that there where some things that I was not so complete on. I dont know if we will get back together. What I do know is that I want to change some things about me.
The whole reason for this post:
listen to those around you, the loved ones that really care about you. It is so easy to just put the fault on someone else, to keep looking back, to dwell in the mistakes. We have to move forward. I am living breathing proof that a man can change...
that we as people can grow to a higher level.Listen to those around you. Pay attention to those that love you. And don't be scared to change yourself for the better.
much love
- ********0
wise words, guy.
hopefully some people who would normally neglect that kind of shit will perk up their ears.
The winds of war are blowing and this time, I fear they're for real...no half assed shit this time. Hopefully people have time to stop and think that even though it's half a world away, that there are things they can do here to benefit loved ones and improve their life. Your words can be taken on a lot of different levels.
I hope shit works out for you...you sound like you know what you're missing.
peace
- chilaquil0
Ever read "The death of Ivan Illych" by Tolstoy? I highly recommend it. It's a really short book, but it changed my whole outlook on life. It really makes you think about what your true priorities are.
Just a thought.
- sexypixel0
so you didnt send her that gay poem then?
- Voutje0
I know what you mean... always wanted to get recognition, money, the good assignments.... in the end the only thing that matters is being happy with what you do and get some luvin'.
I don't believe you can really change but you can adapt the way you react and look upon stuff. If you constantly react against your own nature you are not being totally you i think... try to stay happy, and if the girl was really ment for you she'll come back. if not, someone else is bound to come on your way!
- kote0
nope - didnt give ger any poetry....yes I miss her. Thanks for the kind words.
- ********0
money and job doesn't mean shit that's what that should show us all. You don't have love, you don't have shit.
- kote0
exactly - because if you have all that and no one to share it with, what was the point?