Anxiety
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- scarabin0
i've always called this "getting the fear", after hunter thompson.
only happens while coming up on MDMA or acid. i become extremely empathic and become overly-sensitive to feelings of negativity either from people or a given situation.
two things help me get rid of it– acknowledging that it's only temporary and WILL pass, and a quick banishing ritual i learned in the OTO (a visualization exercise meant for "cleaning" a space of unwanted energies)
one time i was experimenting with using caffeine along with mollies (pure MDMA, usually in caplets instead of pill form). i got the fear, and the caffeine threw it into overdrive. it was a very intense and terrifying situation. i lay frozen on the ground by a portapotty for a good half hour before i managed to work through it.
so, avoid the fuck outta caffeine if you're having an attack
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- I thought Pure MDMA was a myth on the street.