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Did you ever wonder; what if I could change things or make things happen just by thinking about them. And then, you start thinking horrible things, you start thinking who you would have removed or what you would do to make them suffer. How could you make their life intolerable. Of course, you don't believe this nonsense so you don't worry too much about the sterile and non-participatory acts of violence you just imagined. And anyway, the human mind does what it wants so really you're not even thinking any of this, it's just your mind ticking away tadumdeedahbipbop. Silly mind.
A while after something happens. Not even one of the things that you thought of. But still, you wonder if that was one of the horrible things you thought of. Or perhaps it was just one of the people you wanted disabled or made poor or to be lonely, lonely forever. Not that you believe in rubbish like that of course. But then the more you think about it, the more you are convinced it was one of those things. The moment becomes very real, you can feel the words and remember where you were when you thought up those despicable acts. So now, the doubt has created an event in your mind, and the more you struggle with this the more vivid it becomes. Deed day now has weather, there is a location and a time of day. Before you have crossed the road you know the entire scene, surroundings, sounds and more. It lives. It happened. You have manifested the act you thought of. It doesn't take long for you to believe in totality that what you had thought of. Even the act of imagining has been forgotten, what's done is done. Your mind now is as if you had indeed committed that hideous act. You are the act, you are the perpetrator.
Now that you have become a murderer consider this, now you are capable of murder, capable of hideous acts of violence upon the people you meet every day, and yet, you can carry on and function normally. You can buy cups of fancy coffee and eat in nice restaurants. You can joke with the man at the newspaper stand. You can pick up the keys the old lady just dropped on the floor and hand them to her with a smile.
You are a violent, anti-social murderer. You are death, you have become it.
- dont think too far ahead rand.********
- I am become death?hallelujah
- Destroyer of worlds. But in your head, you're creating worlds, you just have to ask yourself;********
- "which world is better?"********
- thanks for your help?hallelujah
- thank you for writing what i am not able to communicate through words.emukid
- dont think too far ahead rand.