dear universe

Out of context: Reply #8

  • Started
  • Last post
  • 8 Responses
  • flashbender0

    Dear God, Last spring I had a mental breakdown; I guess you already know it, if you noticed. I’ve always believed I could solve most things with hard work; but I think maybe I finally overdid it. Anyway, I thought I could heal if I just took some down time. One month turned into three, and now it’s been a year. I am not crying constantly anymore. But when I try to face going back to work in the regular world, I feel like I need to throw up. I work from home now, doing what I really love, but I can’t make ends meet this way. I am out of ideas. I feel panicked. Some days I think it would be easier just to stop trying to make something out of myself. Please, just send me some inspiration; my current work relies on creativity, and I feel trapped out and that scares me to death...

    • :(_salisae_
    • < not really my letter to Godflashbender
    • yeah, not sure he's got internet access...
      ********
    • god is the Internet. You tickle his belly when you type. It's true._salisae_
    • ehehehehee, he likes it http://web.singnet.c…
      ********
    • it all makes sense now. Goodleflashbender
    • haha that is one gay deity. He's got lipstick on and Madonna nipples. cute little bugger._salisae_
    • if you slap his belly, he squirts kool-aid out of his nips! DOOO IT! :D
      ********

View thread