why am i so scared?

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  • swollenelbow0

    well it all starts when i get laid off after the .com stuff and i'm thirsty for a job. i meet these two workaholics and they seem cool, so of course i sort have something to prove because it was a new industry for me. (production stuff pretty much at first) everything is good then, i'm learning a new craft, i'm getting paid shit but now i have something to concentrate on. that's when it's now 3 years later and i'm questioning why i have ignored my life. i like to do things other than work every week till 3, 4am. i was zonking myself out and for no good reason. i want them now to prove something to me, either take all i've given and secure it or throw it all away and not hire the help we need, or the more money i deserve to be making as a "creative director.

    things have to change.

    *tips hat to k77

    good quote...again, thanks for this...

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