Something too personal.
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- monospaced0
I thought this ended on page 2. Get help.
- maikel0
I am waiting for the point where this derails into aliens or crop circles...
- ernexbcn0
Man I was reading your wall post and was expecting it to en like this:
"I pulled up to the house about 7 or 8
And I yelled to the cabby "Yo homes
smell ya later"
I looked at my kingdom I was finally
there
To sit on my throne as the prince of bel air"
- ESKEMA0
I like alcohol and turtles
- dasohr0
Does beer count as alcohol?
- no, just like marijuana isn't a drugmonospaced
- Thx, I was a little concerned there for a moment...
dasohr - and blow jobs aren't sexfooler
- no they aren't, just ask Bill Clintonmonospaced
- president approved
dasohr
- ukit20
I'm drunk right now
- robotron3k0
...that's wayyyy too personal for this site. keep the conversation lite. but it does sound like you have too many tattoos...
- mikotondria30
As Shakespeare put it in King Lear, the policeman who lashes the whore has a hot need to use her for the very offense for which he plies the lash.”
The whore in your case is alcohol, and the freedom from the responsibility to live up to the standards and ideals lovingly foisted on you during your wonderful upbringing, of which you are unjustly proud, and that yet did not teach you either compassion or more importantly emotional expression.
Get some therapy before you kill someone, including mostly yourself.
I joke.
No, seriously, you're struggling with this anger and fixating on something that gives other people freedom to be emotional and that apparently side-steps the usual social costs of free emotional expression. Which is what part of you desperately needs, but another part of you believes this is impossible and would violate those values that you believe comprise a large, and noble, part of your identity. It doesn't, and you'll be fine. Find a clever, qualified person you trust to talk to about what happened to you between the ages of 8 and 15. It'll be awkward, you'll cry, and argue, but you need to.
I wish you all the best. Write back again after you've got help.
Don't give in and go out and get drunk, it won't help.
- ephix0
first page google result for your name in 3....2.....
- Peter0
Wait! Hold the internet! Stop whatever it is you are doing! Someone is giving up drinking?
- BusterBoy0
Narcissistic personality disorder is a condition in which people have an inflated sense of self-importance and an extreme preoccupation with themselves.
- Peter0
"There is nothing, absolutely nothing worth losing control"
↓ About to loose control, and think she likes it