someone talk to me
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- Goozebump
HEy im gonna go on a limb and tell u how I think. I cant focus on one thing to long on account of my ADHD. I suck at math, not like I dont/cant learn it but its like to hard for me to focus on. I have a 126 iq, use to be 127 but ismoked them away I guess. always been a god in english/literature could sit down and read a 600 page book from beginning to end, pretty quickly to. When I read magaziines I always tend to start from the last pagelike the japanese) and I dont know why. I have very few friends as im an intro-vert yet i was considered the badass in school cuz I really did'nt do what my teacher/boss/parents expected of me. I just hate ppl telling me what to do even when I was a kid. I swear im more intelligente than 80% of the ppl I meet but maybe thats me...nope alot of ppl are dumb. Im 19 yet the only women that are remotely interested me are the ones who are older (LATE 20'S TILL MID 30'S) iVE BEEN WITH 3 OLDER WOMEN. I tend to get along better with an older crowd than ppl in my own age, i;ve always noticed that. I've been told I over analyze everything which is good in some sense yet some stuff that ppl say i would take it the wrong way. Overanalyting is the reason why I cant keep a lady. Especially int he sack part becuase when im alone I could "u know" and get like a rock etc; but when im with a lady I jsut keep thinking ok im doing this right sorta try to feel her instead of devoting in pleasure in it to myself. /Sounds like virgin mentality event hough i've been with like 6 ppl. Oghh im also very good in stuff History/Politics/Social Studies hell senior year of high school all i did was show up to the class on days with the test not knowing half the time what the test was on, taking it and always getting the highest grade in the class. I work better alone than i do with ppl around me yet i hate not hving those ppl around. I yearn for accpetance yet clam up when I get it. Im sorta like Pink in the movie of "The Wall" cuz im adopted been moved around alot (all over the western hemisphere) over 13 times. met ppl I cared about and then never saw again.so i jut do really feel Comfortably Numb ever since I was at a young age. I dont really have any feelings unless I get really really angry and it explodes in one outburst. But since im always thinking about what other ppl feel 1 minute later i would apologize to u. PPl do tend to take advantage of me and I try not to let it happen but it does. I spend most of my day on the computer buildingwebsites which I jsut ppl say is good but I cant get a knack to finish anything. I'll get halfway done and it;ll be freaking awesome but its like some mental block stopping me from contiueing. Then I usually jsut hit the delete key and destroy what i;ve been working on for the past week then start again. Welcome to my life.
- jdcomba0
dude
- internet-ian0
to deep for internet-ian.
- foreign0
classic under-achiever.
just kidding... it all sounds very familiar.
when you're 18 you're a fucking champion, king of the world. then a few years down the line you realise it's only just began. i can't give advise, but just keep doing what you're doing... keep moving. one day at a time and all the rest of it...
- kodap0
Having said that, its a start to analyse and repair for yourself. people will only make fun of your speech here even as serious as you try..
- kodap0
don't ever lose your positive vibes
- Kevin_Sweeney0
are you sure he's not drunk or something?
- Soler0
you sound like a lot of ppl. you're not that unique-which I mean in a good way. you'd be surprised how many people think they're smarter than the average and say it.
I've been friends w/ them. You're smart. You'll get by now matter how lazy you think you're being. You're just too damn good.
I say, enjoy it. A lot of ppl have to work really hard and never find anything. At least it comes easy to you.
- jdcomba0
don't worry i only have 2 friends. it's not bad./
- internet-ian0
internet-ian has not friends except ZOIDBERG
- tehgee0
how YOU doin
- Goozebump0
hey thanks alot for the positive encouragement did'nt really expect, and no im not drunk! lol
- brooke0
Hello.
- GreedoLives0
Print that post out, keep it safe somewhere and read it five years from now.
Seriously.
- Goozebump0
just for that everyone I made u all a song. I jsut did it so just remember its the thougt that counts :-) http://www.soundclick.com/bands/…
- Goozebump0
its mind warp
- Fanco0
i love to read too. i've read 6 books so far since the start of summer but my grammar is terrible for some reason. i over analyse too, especially with relationships. but I've set reminders everywhere in my life to stop doing so because it will drive me nuts. whenever i see one of them it reminds me to calm down and simplify my thoughts. I've lived for twelve years in the same city and I still get lost. I'm moving to a bigger city in august so expect to find my face on milk cartons. i too feel there are too many stupid people in the world. i used to think everybody had the same potential in life, that they just needed to apply themselves. then i worked part-time at a grocery store only to learn idiots run your supermarkets. its easy to find all the faults in yourself but its always harder to find the good things. i am at the happiest point of my life thus far and I'm only 21. i'm looking forward to turning 25. then 30. then 35. then 40 and so on.
anyways. i dont remember what i was getting at... *picks nose*
- uberdesigner0
Welcome to my life.
goozebump
(Jul 25 05, 18:51)You're half idiot-savant. Can you guess which half?
- Goozebump0
yah 1/2 of both. somedays im insirational genius next days..bleh
- slappy0
It gets better, at least you have a passion for something other than getting messed up or laid or both.
put it all in your design.