So long fellas.
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- ********
Yes, i have been there before. and i came back, well in fact i was never away.
Things have happened to me and to people that i dearly love that made me look to the world in an even more "grown-up" fashion then i already did.
i don't want this to be all about me. it's hard, but we all have periods like that in our lives. i tend to look for quietness, a midnight ride on my bike in dark wide open fields and contemplate. endlessly.
so i won't bother you with all that is me. we all have our own "me: to worry about. or to inflate at times. or to hide.
ego's are crazy things. and so close to nature in reality.
anyway, i could tell about how i feel this transforming "me" does not fit in the current frame of all that is NT, or perhaps mostly public voice network.
i just felt obliged to report here, for the last time, as 4cY.
i will not be gone. but i cannot guarantuee this. there may come a moment i cannot even answer emails any longer. i am far from certain about this at this point.
however, the ones i really genuinely care about, you know who you are. and do not ever hesitate to shoot an email, or to ask me my phone number, or to have a drink with whenever in your lifetime you may be around here.
i am not intending to read all the posts to this thread here anyway, since there's so many fake accounts who are even persistent beyond funny, it's getting seriously tiresome.
i just want to salute everyone i respect and everyone i forgot at this point.
i don't know where to go. it's all completely blank at this point, i don't even have ambitions anymore.
i just want to say, pursue happiness, and really really forget about what people think about you, lose all these empty shields such as status, power, wealth.. and try to find out what it is you deeply, infitly deeple want in your life. and finding that out is really hard enough. i have been trying for almost 30 years now.
so long fellas,
janne.
- version30
annoying honest asshole without several nics says a respectful farewell to a man i most often argued with more than any other
- e-pill0
what????????
buti just got my first website!!!! you cant go!!!
- blaw0
janne:
you seem to be a straight-up good guy and i wish you nothing but the best.
i hope that a break suits you well and you come back, 'cause you come across as a quality fellow.
peace to you and yours. best in all you do.
- ********0
I'll miss you. I hope you will be back, but only if it's best for you.
- BonSeff0
fuck that janne.
you go, and i will come find you
drag you back kicking and screaming
:P
seriously, what ever it is you are dealing with... go take care of it.
but dont forget where your innernet friends are.
- lifeinbinary0
i wish you the best of luck with whatever it is that you are looking for. i hope you find it. the threads will be much less fun.
- ********0
my life is empty without you, babe
- cosmo0
wat? i don't believe that janne is leaving.
- Jaline0
If this isn't a ploy,
good luck :)
I had lots of fun agreeing with you about pretty much everything.
- ribit0
and supposing we dont LET you go?
- mrdobolina0
c'mon man!
- tank0
yeah,great than now i'm offical the oldest member uh..
g'damn come back,this ship needs its captain.
your the last of the of the mohicans man
crap,biofreak,etc.. al gone...
dang...
- swollenelbow0
that's what they all say.
- spendogg0
janne i know i have not connected wit you, but i have been around long enough to feel like i can say something. I know where you are coming from and do all you can to try and look inward for answers.
wabi-sabi is a beauty of things imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete.
it is a beauty of things modest and humble.
it is a beauty of things unconventional.
what is the universe like?
Things are either devolving toward or evolving from, nothingness.
words to live for and understand - visually and personally
- you will be missed
- e-pill0
you were one of the first to befriend me and i am glad we made a connection. you made me laff and really laff hard many times and i thank you for this! i always appreciated all your superfast help when i needed it most and i hope you find what you are searching for.
good luck!!!
:)
you are coolbeans!!!
- versa0
feel free to stop in Colorado USA for some soul rest if you ever need it
peace out mang
- ********0
If you're really leaving, I'm bummed. But didn't you leave a couple of times?
- mevsthem0
WE Love YOU Janne!!!
- ********0
And to think 2cY the once pink guard of NT I gave me back my JazX username. Or was that vena?