carty and friends pt2
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- janne0
well imagine being a guy living in a gigantic metropole finding your way in life. In the vast mass of people you are looking for a way to distinguish yourself, set yourself apart, preferrably the way up. Trying to find some respect for the individual you know you are, but in the urban environment nothing more then a grain of sand walking through the Sahara. You don't want to be that sandgrain, you want to be the superstar. So you are trying to affiliate yourself with superstars, the ones you don't want to acknowledge as your idol, but in your mind you know that all the requirements to call him or her your idol are there. But you keep it to yourself, confessing means throwing yourself back in the endless herd of sandgrain marching to hells kitchen and back. You try to keep up the appearances to the ones that you need to confirm your way up to the stars, you call them friends. In order to impress them and make your intentions visible you will need expensive hiphop clothing and on the creative side you want to be affiliated to the hottest magazines in town, so you act like their designer of photographer. Your smooth talking and impressive blingbling will help you get a model back to your lofty apt. that's actually a bit too hard on your bank to keep. You will take pictures of her, standing on the edge of the typical facades or dark ends of trashy alleys to depict the rough powers of urban life whilst showing the vulnerability of the female beauty in this context. But you do not want to think about it too much, you simply cannot wait to post it on internet message boards and, even better, try not to talk about the image, like real artists do. Let the image speak for itself. But still...this is not really bringing in the money to pay the rent, the fancy clothes and to fill the bong you always proudly share with your pseudo-imaginary friends. No, indtead you go out and try to make a buck creating templated banners and flyers for local carpet stores and plumbers and whatver can bring the oh so needed dime into your pocket.
You are living the double life that must of us still live or have lived once. But you don't want to admit it. And if you do see someone prancing his feathers on the very same messageboards you are filled with the steaming hot adrenaline of jealousy so you'd like to ridicule him for your own good. While you inhale the stimulating grass once more, you take action.
No words to it, just like the artist you want to be seen as.
You hit broadcast, kick back and inhale again.. overlooking the skyline from new york, smiling..
you've done it again!
- janne0
ken?
- -leah-0
what janne??????
- janne0
i jist live tae tell stiries, ken?
- -leah-0
janne can you get on ichat?
- janne0
The chihuahua ate my ichat!
:(
- -leah-0
omfg fine i get the hint!!!
:'(
- usrper0
so hows this thread offensive again?