please help
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i dont want it to pass...i dont want it to end. how did it come to this? iw ould like to go to sleep for the next few months please
jevad
(May 16 05, 08:16)
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well. 10 years ago i walked in on my girlfriend of 4 years with my best friend since i could remember.i'm not going to lie to you and tell you i know how you feel, but i can say i was feeling pretty shitty myself. i wanted everything to end, the pain, the night, my life. i felt like everyone abandonded me.
i think in kingjuliens thread i mentioned what happened next. we got into a fight, i got shitfaced and drove myself head on into a tree with my truck. on accident of course. busted out my teeth on the steering wheel and i'm told if the tree hit a few more inches into the center of the truck i would have been killed.
funny. until the second before i hit the tree i didn't think my life could get any worse, then no shit, my life flashed before my eyes. a lot of people say that and i never believed it but no fucking shit, my entire life flashed before my eyes. i saw my family, my birthdays, the mundane everyday shit, my friends, pretty much everything in the second before i hit. it all happened so fast that i even had time to see how good i really had it and enough time for me to scream 'NO' because i wanted to live.
it didn't take me more than a few months to get over her and move on.
now, 10 years later i have a girlfriend of 3 years whom i'm about to marry, and couldn't be happier.
in time this too shall pass i thought was a load of crap 10 years ago, but i'm telling you... things will get better.
fuck man. you have 60+ posts in a few minutes of 60+ people you've never actually met so you must be a pretty special guy jevad.
good luck and time will heal.