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a fucking car ran him over on the freewway. your dad changing the tire and then he is gone. kid moves from san francisco to chico, bought a house to spread himself out. ping pong, pool, trampoline, plasma screen. it's like bait. envious feeling flush my head but really though. that's not what i want to catch. i know it's trite. maybe i coulda had her. maybe that gun coulda been a lifetime high five.
fuckit. i still ain't smiling. and the people i thought i loved are dead, gone or worse.. back at home. i sipped the twenty ounce one. the kids were headed to the sky bar. i almost thought of stumbling there - just to see if there was a conversation there. the fucking kid called gum chicle. said he need a chew but missed the chance. who the fuck am i kidding? his hat flipped sideways and the girl's postcard home hinging on what dive comes next.
here i am - no excuse. train station gates rusty bent over steel gray sky with a slight chance of rain and i'm still drinking.