Suicide?
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hey erok
One last thing I would like to add to this thread which may be helpfull.
I am actually going through a similar phase in my life. For roughtly a year now and still ongoing I've been feeling my passion for life diminishing. Living seems so difficult and I have nothing to look forward to. I've lost the drive I had and the upbeat personality I once posessed. Every action seems so difficult and I'm lost in this world. I'm so sad and I have nobody to tell it to and be understood. Every minute I waste I regret but I still continue to waste time with inactivity. I'm aware that only I can save myself but it's really difficult.
Suicide has entered my thoughts but it's something that I will NEVER DO. Although I can see why it seems such a convenient way out - die and troubles are gone. But I don't want to be remembered dying in that fashion, as a coward and a quitter. All we can do my friend is to grab a pen and paper and design ourselves a solution.
I'm amazed by how much support this community has provided. The feedback from here alone placed a smile on my face...so happy to see how fellow artists support each other and provide insightfull comments on this thread.
Just hang in there bud, we're all with you. Don't make hasty decisions at your present state of mind.