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Also I want to add our lives her in Australia are completely chalk and cheese to that we had in Berlin. We both have stable well paying jobs, are kids are mostly doing ok in school and the stability of routine balances things mostly .. and going back to Berlin and seeing what it is becoming or has become I think both saddens me but also makes me happy we left when we did, which is a weird feeling to say the least as for such a long time there was a hole left inside of me which would ache whenever I thought of what we left behind. Sounds dramatic I know, but there was a sorrow that would manifest almost as a mourning for that world, but also probably more so knowing that if letting go of that stage of life ..
Then I look and what we have here, who I am, what I do and I am acutely aware that in 6 years my son will be an adult, and 4 years later my daughter will too..
Fucking jet lag.. fucking with my soul in ways I really don’t need today