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    Lost another friend to drugs.

    In art school our teacher said “we don’t retire we die”. Well my brother lived it.

    I wasn’t there for him like I could have been.

    I was selfish. And ignorant.

    Now he’s dead.

    Not my fault but it’ll never feel that way.

    Tried to kill myself this year, and this bastard succeeded where I failed. Turned the tables on me. Fucking hell.

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    • Fuck, that’s rough. Sorry, man :(scarabin
    • First, take care of you... Later, so sorry for your lost, so sadOBBTKN
    • sad, very sad, sorry bro.utopian
    • That's rough man, all of it. I'm sorry for your loss, and hope you have strength and support to take care of yourself.BuddhaHat
    • You folks are the best. I’m good. Just hit me hard.doriangrey
    • What your art school teacher meant by “we don’t retire we die” is that those who are driven to create will never stop.BonSeff
    • I am so sorry about your friend. Your last line of the post is concerning. Reach out if you would like a place to vent. bonseff@gmail.comBonSeff
    • We all are selfish and ignorant in a way. Don't be hard on yourself. But still sorry for your loss.Longcopylover
    • Thanks again folks. No worries - I had a dark year, came out the other side much better. Taking care of myself. This one was a hard hit.doriangrey
    • Hey man. This aint no pretty picture, like life, but reach out. I'm always around on QBN and have also found it hard at times. Which drugs?Ianbolton
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