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  • shapesalad3

    42 Million Heart beats a year...

    I thought I wanted to get divorced from my wife. I did at the time. It was futile.

    She moved out. Getting help for her mental health.

    I was ok... until I made plans to move out of the home we shared and relocate. Now it's really hitting... When I look back through the photos of good times... It was perfect. It's all her emotional melt downs that I couldn't take anymore. But now I'm thinking, I should have seen it was her mental health and supported her better.

    Cue feelings of failure and guilt.

    • I think I'll have to see a therapist to help me process it all.shapesalad
    • <3pango
    • Get micro-dosing mushrooms. Might not help but at least you'll have tripped a bit.PhanLo
    • “This, too, shall pass” forever and ever amen
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    • Have a tug and a bowl of ice cream. And stop looking at pictures– of course they’re gonna drag up emotional shitscarabin
    • Hang in there, the worst has passedscarabin
    • Stay strong shape!OBBTKN
    • Thanks guys.shapesalad
    • SSS - stay strong shape!utopian
    • LOL PhanLo...shapesalad
    • Does she know about your crypto?
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    • She knows I have 'some'...shapesalad
    • Where are you on this Shape? https://ibpf.org/wp-…Ianbolton
    • somewhere between the yellow dot and green dot.shapesalad
    • Hey Look it's a smiley facepango
    • I know you think Phanlo was joking, but seriously, Shrooms have helped a lot with serious issues.autoflavour
    • he doesn't do *drugs tho.pango
    • Don't forget. druggies make music like AphexIanbolton
    • Think i'd rather go for a run and do some push than take drugs. 'Move the body to control the mind'shapesalad

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