The Midlife crisis thread?

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  • BusterBoy3

    I’m older than most of you bastards here. Going through a major funk. Had a melanoma removed about 7 years ago...had my checkups for a few years after and all fine. Just recently have started getting some pain in my shoulders and back...similar area where it was removed from. Shit scared it’s spread...I’m too much of a fucking coward to go to the doctor...with all the other shitty stuff going on (finances in the hole) I often think it’d be better and easier for everyone around me if I just shuffled off.

    Sounds screwey...can’t really remember the last time I was truly happy, rather than just a moment of happiness. Would be 10+ years. Seems like every time I’m my life for years, if a situation has the potential to turn out good or bad, pretty much every time it’s turned out bad.

    Freaking woe is me post. What a loser.

    • Pain in the back could be anything at your age. Go to the doctor.cannonball1978
    • hang in there man, there's always light somewhereBennn

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