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- autoflavour4
Feeling very depressed lately. Just feels like my life is on hold even tho it’s totally not. I am not sure what I want to do, and what I am doing isn’t much.
Also my kid is getting fat and screen obsessed.
I know it’s just the weed, but I can few my life passing me by, and while I want to keep up, I don’t see it
I’m thinking I might disconnect from the interweb for a while
- yo auto! despite not knowing much about you besides the stuff you share here...I yesterday used you, anonymously ;-), as an example...********
- ...because I'm thinking in apply to a Master degree. And I was like, this dude he has one kid, hell of a work, awesome podcast...********
- went back to Australia and is studying again and I find that very inspiring.********
- I'm also someone who's always very unsatisfied and who wants more. this quest, this thirst...********
- I'm also someone who's always very unsatisfied and who wants more. this quest, this thirst...********
- and no, it's not just the weed, and I mean it in a positive way. now your kid, that's something who want to do something about.********
- if you disconnect, please just don't go. I find you totally cool and a nice presence here. besides you're spreading the word.********
- and it takes a lot of courage to do what you're doing. so please keep it up and feel hugged. I would miss you for sure.********
- Awww.. definitely made me feel better reading this today.autoflavour
- I have 2 kids btwautoflavour
- This why I stick to sativas...robotron3k
- I'm suffering crippling depression and struggling to even get out of bed. Do things for kid though. Try small things (cut out meat and dairy). I'm a dad too andmugwart
- It's so fucking hard when you can hardly look after your self but have to focus on your kid.mugwart
- Post holiday depression?pango
- Hey man, in the same boat (minus kid and weed) and it's been a while, but in the fog there are rays of sunshine here and there.spl33nidoru
- Disconnecting for a while does help, and so does agressively pursuing any momentum. As low as I get (sometimes worryingly) I never doubt that it will change forspl33nidoru
- the best, it's just a matter of endurance and avoiding passivity at all costs. Keep it up, like oey said, you rock!spl33nidoru
- https://memegenerato…pango
- I know mindfulness meditation is THE answer to these negative thought patterns.mort_
- Probably like most people though, I don't understand why I can't commit to it.mort_
- But whenever I do, everything is lighter and my reactions to feelings are more considered.mort_
- It's analogous to normalising a wav file, if that makes any sense.mort_
- Neptune Square Neptune transit... feels like the Doldrums.keewee
- If you're smoking weed < 7pm, stop that shit. Everyone I know who smokes earlier in the day ends up getting miserable as fuck.
xNairn - (regularly, I mean, obv)Nairn
- yo auto! despite not knowing much about you besides the stuff you share here...I yesterday used you, anonymously ;-), as an example...