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    I don't get suicide. There is heriditary depression in my family. My mom had it (she passed away, cancer though) my brother has it. And I have it too in a degree. My brother thought about suicide a lot but it is a weird option. Everything is done. No good impulses, no bad impulses. Just done, nothing. I take the bad with the good. I had many talks about this with my mom when she was on palliative care and we discussed her euthanasia. Even though the cancer destroyed her body and mind, the fear of the nothingness remained. I believe, even in the worst moments of panic of depression you can find ways to see something that matters. And finding joy in little things, and don't give in to nihilsm and escapism. That just builds up or avoids the problem. My brother is a good example, in his 20ies, a constant chance of suicide. Now a semi happy father of two. Is it perfect, by all means no. Life is never perfect.

    • Chances get higher when there's no support system.pango
    • suicide occurs when you no longer have hope to find your way out the maze and are so tired of searching you dont belive you'll find your way out.mugwart
    • There is always a way. I really believe this.tank02
    • I believe that too. Yet it still happens.pango

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