Life Changing Experience
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Someone dying when I didn't believe they would. Only when they were gone did I realise how close I was to them and how much I loved them. Quite a wake up call for an ignorant little teen.
The look of pain on X's face as she saw me for the first time after I did her a wrong. As well, leaving someone else, crouching in the street - in the rain, crying.
Something bad, which I can't even hint at here. Not exactly my fault, but not exactly not either. Another wake up call which came too late.
I'm not exactly the most decent human, sometimes.
I wish I were.- - -
Laterally - thinking I was going to die after taking too much of a drug (silly, now in hindsight - but it did impact). A couple of psychedelic trips - both positive and negative. A hugely paranoid comedown, which disrupted my reality for months afterwards, and still aches now when I think of it.So many times have I seen things in nature which have made me cry. Made me rejoice in beauty.
These are the things I hold on to.