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  • mikotondria30

    Aw boo, not fapland, I gues my old season pass will still do..
    I agree with all what's said - not entirely at liberty to divulge what it was that I said, but yes it is a sinking feeling - it's not even something that honestly really believe, but it just came out loud, quite loud actually, when normally such angry thoughts just arise in my mind, I observe them and move on - but I just blurted it out and she heard. As I was blurting I thought "don't say that out loud, that's odd", and honestly I've never blurted like that before..
    I've actually recently stopped taking some medication and I've been 3 sheets short of ninepence since - things have suddenly taken on a FearAndLoathing style visual treatment - I could have sworn I was upside down yesterday, and that when I looked at my legs they looked about 6inches long, it was also as if I was half-dreaming and in the half of me that wasn't real had total control over my emotions, so what was happening in the real world had no effect on how I felt, it was very strange and not entirely pleasant.
    I feel a bit better today, though.

    • well, I had no idea what you just said, but I guess she'll buy it and move on...OSFA

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