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My buddy works out of my house with me right now... and he sees how angry and unhappy I am everyday(i can be pretty grumpy and mean and say some hateful shit... no surprise there really, I'm sure..) ... we get into these uberLong conversations about emotional nothingness that often leads to me being pissed off about my childhood or something that happened in my early adults years... or just this morning...
... but I realize it - I'm an angry person these days... and I'm not enjoyable to be around really...
... so he said I should find something 'fun' that I used to love or maybe see about a new hobby or something. I thought about that a while. I used play piano, guitar... hehe.. um... trumpet... I draw / paint... blah blah... but that's just... 'work' these days - it's not 'fun' like I need. I want something that sucks the anger out of me... but has to be something 'solo'... cuz people are lame... :) ........
So - maybe golf? Bah - no... I have to drink when i play golf - and I can't drink alone... cuz that'll make me angry too.So... I went over to the skateshop and had the youngster build this balding graybait a Brand New Skateboard! Fortunetly things haven't changed too much in the last 5 years as far as companies / decks / hardware etc... !!!
Oh! Sidenote:
My 'friend' with 'benefits'... well - she's never really been a friend... more of an acquaintance... so does that just fall in line with 'fuck buddy' (I believe that's the clinical term) rather than 'friend with benefits'? We don't 'hang out'... never have... we used to work together years ago.
- How about you go skating with your F.B? Yes, I am awesome.Jnr_Madison
- She's...
...no.PonyBoy - fuck buddy. telling you though man, there be dragons, be carefulkelpie