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oh shit, I think I just fucked up really badly.
- you sure did********
- Link?
LINK PLEASE!Spookytim - ...maybe not after all. erg. grrr. I'm doing cartwheels herekelpie
- LINK DAMN YOU!Spookytim
- linkedin********
- oops, looks like I might have saved the fuck up, then compounded it again. This is an affair of the heart too. An important onekelpie
- important onekelpie
- quit being so mysterious you_salisae_
- In one sense, it robs me of all reason for existing; I was, and I am no longer, if you wish. I should feel very defeated, but for some unknown reason I feel quite good: I am never sad, nor do I have any moments of melancholy in thinking of what I have lost.********
- but for some unknown reason I feel quite good: I am never sad, nor do I have any moments of melancholy in thinking of what I have lost.********
- I am never thinking of what I have lost.********
- cheers for that jens ;P
sal, in a nutshell; I'm in love with someone, long running thing, an ex, I had a chance and think I've fucked it, through trying to do the right thingkelpie - I've fucked it through trying to do the right thing in a complicated situation.kelpie
- Thing is, at least I can move on if I have, probably a relief really, but I'll be sad for a while.kelpie
- (don't like those "interwebs, help me live my life" threads though, so just using blog as catharsiskelpie
- kindly get over that dislike, please. or develop a code system so i know if it's a true tragedy or just a dear diary entry._salisae_
- entry._salisae_
- ok, from now on ** at the start of a blog post denotes genuine emotional heartache.kelpie
- **I'm meeting her this evening.
tomorrow I may need many more of these > *kelpie - how's that? ;)kelpie
- much less cryptic. thank you. best to you, sir._salisae_
- 'preciated sal, cheerskelpie
- you sure did