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"The transient moves again, backward and downward I weave my way again, on the move against will, and not. But moving. Again. 11 years in this city, 13 moves, 666 messages on this very day Mail says - no lie.
So here I am again, being a drama queen. This time I currently lie naked bar one piece upon a bare mattress upon the floor, around me is simply a square nylon laundry bag, one pound-a-pop from any of those stores you find on the broken streets of hackney, brixton, hammersmith. It's stuffed full of my carefully folded and selected items I expect to need in the next several weeks. Now I feel like I am writing a novel, pacing my words, considering my phrases. Bullshit. Contrived. Nonsense. The fact is I am typing this for blog, here I think it shall be appreciated by a select few folk who's e-company I enjoy. Pathetic. (lol?)
So, I lie here empty, yet, after a full days packing hell and loading, up and down stairs and the last week or two's upheaval I feel strangely uplifted, energized and enthralled. I have work booked for MTWT and stuff to fill inbetween, too much in fact, on F I fly to wonderment. Items in storage, just two bags and a (broken) mind. I go. Come back to card-boxes I will but not cardboard city - even militant agnostic, atheist monks cannot admit to thanking something for their luck, should they have it. I am not alone.
'I have nothing to share' is my conclusion, nothing of worth, of note or of wonder at least. I hope shallowly that some may enjoy my ramblings though g(G)od knows why. I amble, I ramble, drink, think, I mutter, I stutter, I tremble, I hesitate, I drink.
I'm dry now, all gone, well not gone but introverted, now I shall turn over and think about nothing. About nothing and everything all in one breath, a long breath undying, and unto ye death.
* I, as we all do, just reread that and stuck a dart in my eye for being such an absolute cock, but, and I would drink this to snuggles, I shall post ,unedited.
LOL
real nice for the guys (and gals)"