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    I met a girl this weekend who almost had me speechless when we were introduced by her one friend. Like that really cool almost slow motion like thing where I couldn't really hear anything or focus on anything when our eyes met. At first I didn't catch her name, but during the introduction I came back to my senses and caught the tail end of, "... she's a lawyer."

    To which I unconsciously uttered, "Interesting. You know I've never fucked a lawyer before. I've been fucked by them ... a lot ... so this has the potential to be very cathartic."

    And then I turned her hand over and kissed it as we were kind of in for a handshake kind of thing and then just held her hand and kept smiling.

    I wasn't sure what to expect as a response but it was, "So that was it? That's what our kids are going to hear about how we first met? We may have to think of a G Rated Version."

    If I would have had a ring, I would have immediately gotten on one knee and asked her to marry me on the spot.

    Later on in the nite I remembered why I rarely go to clubs, as after dancing for a bit we decided to go back to our like section or whatever to get drinks and she casually laid out a line and asked if I wanted any. I told her no thanks, I prefer Ginger Ale actually - and that is where things started turning a little awkward because I think she thought I was judging her then. I say this because I asked her if she wanted me to make her a drink and she just wanted water, and then proceeded to tell me I have a drinking problem based on the amount of vodka I had put in my glass in a very weird manner.

    I tried to make a light hearted joke about how our storybook honeymoon was now over, but it was evident that it really was. I mean, I don't care if people do drugs, I just don't, and wouldn't knowingly get into a relationship with someone who did drugs. So I guess it's a weird stance kind of.

    So I can now finally say drugs ruined my life.

    Because she was perfect outside of the whole doing drugs thing.

    I actually remember her name, which for some reason I've been having such difficulties with that for some reason. When I'd use her name, I almost felt like she should give me like a treat, or at least know how much that meant that I bothered knowing her name enough to put it to memory. In retrospect she took that for granted I guess.

    This is an actual blog post too, so I'm sorry. I guess it's just been on my mind all day which is very unlike me. I mean I still partied with them until the sun had come back up for quite some time, but ... meh.

    Just meh.

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    • That’s a bummer.Mr100
    • I haven't heard much about this side of you. Maybe you guys are meant to get together in the future, if her drug problem goes awayJaline
    • away. But, perhaps it's for the best. I feel the same way about drugs, so I don't think that stance is too "weird" ;)Jaline
    • Didn't mean to write, "drug problem". Her "drug issues" is what I meant, I guess. Good luck :)Jaline
    • It's kind of weird how she's basically judging your drinking though. With her drug thing et all.Jaline
    • Aaaah, these notes are getting crazy again and it's just all my doing :PJaline
    • The drug thing was always the deal-breaker I feared would jump out and ruin things...Mr100
    • ...so if I was interested in someone, I always tried to find out as early as possible.Mr100
    • I am not what you would call a “drug personality”.Mr100
    • Yeah...maybe it's a good thing. Before you get too involved. I mean, if you feel this way about her now....Jaline
    • Haha yea, I mean I don't think she necessarily has a problem she was successful and all. Shruggles.
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    • Haha yea, I doubt we'll see each other in any kind of capacity unless it's another random string of events.
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    • Plus the way we left things was in such a manner that we'd both pretty much would act like we didn't know each other.
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    • Which was another strike in the perfect column because we were basically the same person, haha.
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    • That really sucks :(
      It will take a while to get over (if that's your decision)... but good luck.      Jaline
    • Dude, go after her, if she loves you, she'll ditch the drugs!GreedoLives
    • But that would take time and dedication. It's up for Jer and the signals he receives from her. If she's being judgemental already...Jaline
    • already....(I would say go for it another time or two but don't do something you don't want to)Jaline
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