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My mother loves me.
I feel good.
I feel good because she loves me.I am good because I feel good
I feel good because I am good
My mother loves me because I am good.My mother does not love me.
I feel bad.
I feel bad because she does not love me
I am bad because I feel bad
I feel bad because I am bad
I am bad because she does not love me
She does not love me because I am bad.I don’t feel good
therefore I am bad
therefore no one loves me.I feel good
therefore I am good
therefore everyone loves me.I am good
You do not love me
therefore you are bad. So I do not love you.I am good
You love me
therefore you are good. So I love you.I am bad
You love me
therefore you are bad.Mother loves me
because she is good
I am bad, to think she is bad
therefore if I am good
she is good
and loves me
because I am good
to know she is good.I am bad
to doubt she punishes me for doubting
she loves me by punishing me
for doubting she loves me.She says
it must be her fault
if I doubt she loves me.She feels bad because
I don’t think she loves me because
she feels bad when I don’t think she loves me.She feels
it is her fault
that I can be so cruel
as to doubt she loves me
when she makes me feel cruel,
to think she tries to make me feel cruel.To be kind is good. To be cruel is bad.
It is bad to feel mother is cruel to me, and hence bad.
Mother is cruel to me
but she is only being cruel to be kind
because I thought she was cruel when
she was cruel
in punishing me
because I was cruel to her
to think she was cruel to me
for punishing me
for thinking she was cruel
for punishing me for thinking.....You are cruel
to make me feel bad to think
I am cruel to make you feel cruel
by my feeling bad that you can be so cruel as to think
I don’t love you, when you know I do.If you don’t know I do there must be something the matter
with you.
- chew on that imlike; RD Laing, Knots. Humans are the best puzzleskelpie
- If you ever want to talk about something...
I will let detritus know.Jaline - those are wicked shapes mate... you should throw some of those over my new fat beats...neue75_bold
- yes but if I feel bad then talking to detritus will make him feel good for making me feel good...kelpie
- ...which will make me feel bad because he feels good because I feel bad.kelpie
- see its all in there jaline, every little human neurosis, you should read it. genius.kelpie
- shhhhhhJaline
- I'd like to say, I'm not talking because I have nothing to say, I'm not not talking because you want me not to talk, k?kelpie
- I'm bored.
*looks around for chossyJaline - ;)Jaline
- come on, you could listen to this patter all day long, its rivettingkelpie