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can't bring myself to do any work at the office... i abhor this work.
in college, i loved design. i loved doing anything even remotely creative. stayed as far away from 'corporate' and 'cold' layout as i could and even the most stuffed shirt conservative clients usually were wowed by my 'funky' designs. now i feel like i've stifled all of my creativity to adhere more towards webstandards and appeal to more professional sensibilities and i feel like i'm losing any talent i may have once had. it's become diluted. it's become a stalemate. i cannot find a balance between my old style and my newer conservative (monotonous) style... i hate nearly everything i design now. i hate rich email. i hate designing for IE7 and Outlook.
i understand the process i'm, not fucking retarded, but i can't fucking pull enough motivation out of my ass to even sign off qbn, quit fucking bitching, and just do work, son.
so here i sit, waiting for the next lolcat or injoke to amuse me for a brief moment, until that too fades and i'm left to remember that i still haven't done anything and i still no motivation to start