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i had this dream where my body was slowly breaking off into these tiny cubes. it started with my legs first. i was very curious to see if all the cubes were the same size. i began to measure some of the cubes randomly as they fell to the floor. each had a volume of precisely 27 cm. by the time my eyes turned to cubes, i was horrified by what i was about to experience. i had this terrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach even though it lay detached from my brain in the form of several cubes.
the next morning, when i woke up, i had this sudden urge to throw up. and keep throwing up until i felt i had rid myself of everything i no longer want. i hoped that when i was done, i would feel cleansed.
when that didn't work as well as i had hoped, i tried posting "kill me" notes on random blog entries dating back to over a year ago. soon that too was beginning to feel like an exercise in futility. but then, when i was least expecting it, i came across this (page 627):
and i realized that everything would be alright.