Dead sleepers
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I've mastered the art of fake sleep. I've fake slept sometimes for hours, and even though attempts to wake me up. Not being able to smile, or crack a joke almost kills me, but I know I can't. So I have to act like I'm one of you dead sleepers.
I wouldn't want to be a dead sleeper, I would think something would happen to me if I was. I'm not particularly trusting ... of anything, and have a bit of eccentric behaviour as a result that my friends make fun of me for but have now accepted (like how I set things up in my apartment so I can tell if someone's been in it while I'm not there, purposely driving to and from work in different routes so no one can get a routine down on me, etc.).
I like being aware of my surroundings even when I'm asleep if that makes any sense. I get used to the usual noises that take place in the nite, however, other foreign sounds wake me ... but I'm very conscious about not startling myself awake and just slowly peek out of my eyes to see if immediate action is needed, and if not just slowly get up and go into kill mode.
So yea ... I guess I'm a psycho now that I think about what I've written here. Is this the clear button?
- * Makes note of logging on to QBN time.Spookytim
- I do the same thing... acting spontaneously to nullify patterns in my actions. I used to be wicked paranoidismith
- We know ismith, we know.Spookytim
- Yea, I don't think I'm paranoid but apparently I'm the most paranoid person a lot of people know, hahah.********
- Oddly enough, I was more paranoid before the drugsismith
- I don't do the drugs,
Baby, I move the drugs,
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