Moses was High
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See - there it is...the only "unforgivable sin is rejecting Christ"..
Why ? So at the end of your life an apparition appears and says "I am Christ - do you accept me ?"....And I answer - well, what do you mean ?, and he says "only I can wash away your sins, so that you can continue your consciousness in a nice place, and things will be groovy"..and I say "Well WHY ? - I mean, thanks for the offer, as generous as it is, but those things I did while alive that I regret - I'll be responsible for those. I did it, I realised then that it was wrong - looking back - I was young, angry, misguided, in a bad mood, I just didnt understand..I tried to correct it where and when I could, I feel badly for some of it, but then again I don't hold any grudges against anyone that had sinned against me - I forgave them, so all in all I really don't think theres a massive karmic debt that I owe the world - I left it better than I found it to the best of my enlightened ability - if there's anyway that I am obliged to correct these mistakes then I will gladly do so, but again - thanks for the offer, but its MY burden to carry...and what with YOU being God incarnate, honestly I owe you SO much for the wonderful life I've had in this fantastic world that it would be rude of ME as your guest to expect you clean up. I'll do that, and I'm happy to do so - what do you say ?"..
According to your view, Gramme - this is NOT possible, and that can ONLY be a deliberate construction of the world...a slewing of the goalposts - if it is deliberately constructed that there is NO WAY I can possibly make good everything I have done, then that's really kinda fucked and mean.
I am perfectly willing to try to correct what I have done wrong, referred to in your posts as 'MY sin', but if Im not even given a chance to do that, and have to dump this onto someone else to clean up, then I am not even being given an opportunity to be fully responsible for myself, and I have NOT been granted the freedom and love to be myself in the world that the apparant 'illusion' of freewill seemed to give me. Theres just no way I could have done it, I was never free, and so I was never loved if all along the game was rigged so that I could NOT be this perfect person (according the moral code). I was on a string the whole time, and a string not of protective oversight (kids get cancer, horrible things happen to innocent people), but of the inability to ever become what I strived for. If I was MADE imperfectly, deliberately, and even upon recognising that I was imperfect, never given the chance to LIVE perfectly, and more importantly be entirely RESPONSIBLE for myself, then frankly I do not want what is offered - my 'redemption'.
Tell you what, I'll forgo that, and take another job - correcting other people's 'sin', I will give up my place in this 'heaven', in order that other people can achieve their everlasting happiness, and I will gladly do this for their sakes - it's a rigged game, it's not their fault - but I cannot be so disingenuous as to play along and dump my responsiblities on you, please - if you love me so much then at least grant me the freedom to be myself, as anyone who has ever had a child grow to adulthood very painfully learns to accept.