Happy vs. Sad
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- PonyBoy0
i have no clue what my mood is...
... I ALWAYS feel like goals I know I could attain are always out of reach... I always feel angry at everyone else and myself... I have a modulation issue lately too... and I don't fucking care.
I shower maybe... once a week... I eat nothing but drive thru... and I get turned on at the site of our mail lady.
My bathroom needs cleaning... I can't get my dog to submit to wearing a collar and having a leash...
... There's an olympic gym set sitting 7 feet to my left, I use the bench to stack stuff on... my cat likes to hide behind it... my center speaker is now attached to the top of my second monitor w/packing tape as I'm too lazy to find where I put the rest of my velcro tape.
... In front of me from left to right:
-Jack in the box coffee cup (large)
-Jack in the box soda cup(diet large)
-An empty 16oz. glass coated w/dried coffee
-A shitload of 'ugly color' markers that I've never used all jammed into a grated metal container(black)
-Jack in the box soda cup(diet large)
-Jack in the box coffee cup (large)
-Packing Tape
-Coffee Mug filled Albertson's water
-About 1/4 oz. of weed in an open sandwich bag(dry and brown)
-Walgreens Acid Controller Tablets
-Paroxetine 20 mg tablets
-A note from my landlord
-A pencil
-A lighter
-A batty(one-hitter)
-Jack in the box soda cup(diet large)
-A sharpie(black)
-Family Guy squishy dolls that talk when you squish them
headphones
-A cached lighter
-4 dead AA batteries
-A video camera(panasonic DV 3chip)
-An ink pen(black and dripping)
-Another lighter
-A hard drive (running a full back up as I type)
-Sticky notes(standard yellow)
-A scanner
-A pencil sharpener
-Bills
-CD's
-DVD's
-a guitar(electric - broken pickup)
-A Boston Redsox Beanie
-A bong
-Some religious stuff my Dad gave me
-Another pair of headphones w/dork microphone built-in
-Vitamin C Tablets
-A 'Sam Adams' Promo hat that some sexy 'Sam Adams' girl hooked me up with when boz and I were doing the drinky-drink/stare at the pretty women thing...
-Windows Vista 64bit and 32bit DVD's
-Nag Champa
-A check Book(only stubs left...*sigh)
-An electric pencil sharpener(I need more ice... to ease burn on the throat)...