who stole the soul?

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    mmm.. .. as much shit as i talk, i dig what youre sayin.

    i had to work some major shit jobs right outta school. it hurts the pride and even though it sucks, you just get stuck in a rut to the point where you dont even care. you just wanna pass the time until something falls in your lap.

    depression sets in quickly with a nice helping of apathy to boot.

    it is not an easy thing to force one's self into caring again. basically the only thing that saved me was primising myself that for at least 30 minutes a night, i would sit down and try to work on something for my folio. i was working 12 hr nightshifts at the time, so it was hard.

    just try to keep your eye on a goal. anything at all to keep the sinking feeling of depressed apathy at bay. depression is not so bad if you can handle it... but apathy is what will start fucking you up permanently.

    best wishes from me. and i fucking mean it.
    eric.

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