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dear salisae,
thank you for checking up on me.
i am doing better (slowly but surely). it comes and goes. to make a recovery i think sometimes one must hit rock bottom. and on thursday that is exactly where i was.
i discovered that exactly a week after showing me the door, she was got engaged to her ex boyfriend and they are gettting married in 4 months. high five!
she didnt tell me about the engagement herself but she was kind enough to let me know that she didnt leave me because of some other guy. she was leaving me because of me. good times!
i feel better for a bit but then i think she is screwing this other dude right now even though just two weeks ago she was telling me she loved me.
sure, i am better off without someone who doesn't want me or care for me but i cared for her passionately and i did my best. but my best was not enough and she rejected me. and that rejection is a bit difficult to deal with.
but i am on my way to recovery.
sincerely,