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dear blog
i wake up everyday about an hour before my alarm is supposed to ring and i find myself unable to go back to sleep. i toss and turn, and all the while i have this incredible sinking feeling.
i wake up everyday hoping that i would feel better but i don't. and i am tired of feeling this way. i know that i will be okay and one day none of this will mean much but i am amazed
at how deeply i've been affected.i haven't done any real work in a week and a half. i take breaks every 40-50 minutes. i go outside and try to breathe. shitty things have happened before but i've never felt such despair. i might be acting like a big baby but i don't know what else to do. i need to heal.