NT FIT 07
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OK, now seriously.
My friends have been telling me I am anorexic since October. i started hearing it in Cali and even heard it last night from another friend here in KS. In my opinion, I'm not though. By that, I mean I'm not motivated by appearance or afraid to eat in front of people or any of the weird aspects normally associated with anorexia.
By cutting portions damn near in half, not eating before bed, and just thinking for a second before choosing to eat everything offered me that looks good I have lost 43 pounds in about 5 months (183lbs to 140lbs)
It's all fat loss from not eating the salmon, brats, steak, and chicken that I did all summer.
It was all too common to have big dinners, make too much, gorge myself, get stoned and pass out.
I kinda just stopped acting like a sloth as a mental decision.
Keep in mind I used to jog and walk often before my town became the arctic tundra and I continue to use the free weights and dips machine in my basement maybe 3 times a week though the dips machine I'll use 6-7 times a day for my abs which i can feel but not see, my ribs are almost visible though and there are still small love handles.
I guess whats weird is for the longest time i was 160ish i haven't weighed this little since wrestling at 135 in high school 13 years ago.
I know how to pig out and still eat entire pizzas when stoned. I just think before doing every day all week. I also understand my blood sugar and how food affects my mood, (if anything is annoying me, I know it's not my diet)
Any opinions of what I am doing to myself and if it may be bad or not or even if it matters?