depression..fucked up
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Agreed. i am going thru the same thing. I have a serious problem with being impatient. So, I am looking to grow my skills to become more marketable. But, being impatient, I get depressed from not seeing any immediate results from my work, and get depressed and angry. I was really medicating myself with booze. Quite heavily actually. I would go out with friends, and some NT members, and do nothing but get blasted. Doing shot after shot and chasing with sweet delicious beer.....brownest of the browns, sweetest odf the sweet. Whats that......you want me to stop writing here and drink you...? uuuuhhhh wait a second. Where was I?
Seriously dude, stay away from the booze. As I have learned the hard way, it does NOTHING except give you a very temporary respite, and then drops you even lower than you already were. I am even seeing a shrink now, and taking power yoga to help exercise and focusing. I dont fear I am an alcoholic, and you shouldn't either. You are in a rut, like myself. Its just that you need to grab yourself by the bootstraps, pick yourself up, and reinvent yourself to yourself......of that makes any sense. Ity is really working for me.