PVN Anthology IV
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um...actually...the progression of me starting over is already in motion...and everything is wrong for me today...and the only reason i see is needing a complete overhaul. from my marriage to my career to my lifestyle...there is something that is effecting everything, and to make it better or more comfortable im looking within myself and accepting full and total responsibility for all my actions and making a change.
to answer your original question if it will ever stop...the answer is no.
i say that in the most positive manner meaning that life is a complete struggle and to not confront reality is to blind it with un-reality.
it means bust your ass and make life worth it for yourself.
i have been trying to save everyone around me, all their problems i absorb and try to find a solution and usually i do as i am looking at it from an outside prespective...while all this my own life is spiraling out of control and i cant seem to stop it nor can i seem to find any solutions.
my end result is not running away and starting from scratch but to face it full on and re-create a better environment from me personaly.
im scared and over anxious but i am calm and relaxed as i have a plan. i have a means to make a change.
its tuff. and i cant save anyone anymore as i have to start saving myself.
e-pill
(Aug 27 06, 11:04)that's wonderful. :)