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1. I am totally convinced that my mind has warped my skeletal frame so that equilibrium may never be achieved. Probably out of spite.
2. I just shouted "fucking shut up you twat" from my window to a car that was repeatedly honking unnecessarily, there was no way the people in the car could ever have heard me. I knew this.
3. I am sure I have worth yet I can not picture myself in any situation generating anything like good money consistently.
4. Relating to the above; I have such little respect for money that I am doomed to failure.
5. I despise my parents for instilling within me fear of being without a job or a pension, and yet, I retain my hatred for actually having a job.
6. Too many people say "I hate myself" - with me, it is actually true, and yet, I also like myself a little, but only from the perspective of a mountain hermit looking upon another mountain hermit.
7. Nearly all my friends are complete under achievers, intelligent, creative and completely lost. This is the only thing that gives me solice, and yet disturbs me tremendously..
8. I cannot deal with the fact that I am an uncle and should remember birthdays and supply gifts or cards bearing money.
9. Sometimes, I consider getting new music, updating my operating system or creating some kind of accounts system to handle my receipts other than simply throwing them in a drawer, these thoughts often follow each other as if in a river, I find myself drowning within them quickly, overwhelmed, a headache ensuing, having to erase all such thoughts immediately.
10. I genuinely have no idea what it is that would make me happy, I have been convinced for several years that I will never be content.