tragedy/shocker
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the most traumatic thing in my life happened only last year. a drug binge on halloween left me pretty much dying alone on my bathroom floor for six days starving, hallucinating, and suffering from a nonstop migraine headache which caused pain i don't think a normal person can even fathom. my girlfriend found me and nursed me back to health the following six months. i lost 35 pounds and nearly died from an affliction it apparently aggravated my neurosurgical team later diagnosed as 'ideopathic intercranial hypertension' which causes these headaches.
some of you may remember my posts before halloween about me suffering from 4 or 5 day attacks in which the pain was so incredible and intense all i could do is scream and vomit blood.
these attacks lasted up to a record 16 day long one in december.
i couldn't move or get out of bed or feed myself for like 6 months, and eventually accepted the fact that i was going to die. i started giving my things away once i was able to speak enough to do so... preparing for my death.