cry for help inspired by first legal-criminal issues/battles
cry for help inspired by first legal-criminal issues/battles
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my thoughts are so overwhelmingly negative/hopeless that i have found myself in such a dark place. its given me so much time to reflect on my past 9-12 years of "real life" and looking back it feels like a joke. someone elses life. like a book i cant put down. a movie i keep watching over and over and saying "wow i can really relate" but it still doesnt feel like it could possibly be the person that is in the place i am in today.
i no longer know who the fuck i am. i have dealt with severe depression bouts in the past but i always had work/family/friends/booze/thc to get me thru it. doing this all on my own for the first time is unreal. i dont know how. the horizon looks like a fight im just not capable of fighting.