Starting Over
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- tkmeister
i just get this feeling once in a while. just starting all over from nothing.
some move from one city to the next. some sleep with one girl to the next. some drink away the feeling.
does this feeling ever go away forever or it'll always be there?
- joyride0
some move from one city to the next. some sleep with one girl to the next. some drink away the feeling.
tkmeister
(Aug 27 06, 09:19)damn!!! what if you do all 3? hrmm... stop making me think, i've got to much stuff to do today.
- cosmo0
is that really wat you wanna do tk?
- e-pill0
i feel like doing the same with my whole life, my job my wife my toys my games my clothes, my lifestyle as a whole a total re-vamp. everything seems so retarted today and i feel my life is twirling out of control...its an endless battle.
- grown-sexy0
i did it when i was 22
- tkmeister0
i know what you mean, eddie.
i don't know if totally starting over is something i wanna do. but i can't help to think.
- e-pill0
um...actually...the progression of me starting over is already in motion...and everything is wrong for me today...and the only reason i see is needing a complete overhaul. from my marriage to my career to my lifestyle...there is something that is effecting everything, and to make it better or more comfortable im looking within myself and accepting full and total responsibility for all my actions and making a change.
to answer your original question if it will ever stop...the answer is no.
i say that in the most positive manner meaning that life is a complete struggle and to not confront reality is to blind it with un-reality.
it means bust your ass and make life worth it for yourself.
i have been trying to save everyone around me, all their problems i absorb and try to find a solution and usually i do as i am looking at it from an outside prespective...while all this my own life is spiraling out of control and i cant seem to stop it nor can i seem to find any solutions.
my end result is not running away and starting from scratch but to face it full on and re-create a better environment from me personaly.
im scared and over anxious but i am calm and relaxed as i have a plan. i have a means to make a change.
its tuff. and i cant save anyone anymore as i have to start saving myself.
- go_st0
gotta save yourself before you can save others.
- madirish0
that was beautiful eddie.
best of luck to you, dude.
- emptyempty0
beautiful, e-pill!
- Teeuwen0
creative people need to invent and reinvent. it's essential.
- tkmeister0
yeah, i totally agree.
i can't blame on anyone about my life and what has happend in the past. i have to move on and realize it is part of my life and who i am. my life is my own responsibility.
i can't wait to fly out to scotland. 3more days! i think i'll have time to clear my head.
- Teeuwen0
anthologized, e- !
- Teeuwen0
i can't wait to fly out to scotland. 3more days! i think i'll have time to clear my head.
tkmeister
(Aug 27 06, 12:04)nice! scotland will certainly clear your head.
- emptyempty0
nice! scotland will certainly clear your head.
Teeuwen
(Aug 27 06, 12:08)Definitely!! Make sure you try out the whiskeys ;)
- uberdesigner_0
I blame you all. I would be donald trump's assistant by now if it weren't for the lot of you.
- tkmeister0
nice! scotland will certainly clear your head.
Teeuwen
(Aug 27 06, 12:08)Definitely!! Make sure you try out the whiskeys ;)
emptyempty
(Aug 27 06, 12:18)i'll clear my head and whiskey bottles.
- inky0
i never had the notion of going to scotland till my irish friend showed me some pic.s...its tranqual looking all the people look real chill, it seems like a definitie place to gather yourself......
reinventing oneself, defintie essential as an artist....
personally, i like to get a new era hat to begining the re-inveting process....yes, i have lots of them....there like , my muti-personalities.
- -scarabin-0
i think i'm lucky in that i know i'm on exactly the track i want to be on and am making good progress toward my goals.
"starting over" wouldn't really help anything.
- chossy0
It's a different pace of life here in Scotland :)
- Tara0
i know exactly what you mean tk.
i get that feeling too sometimes.
we'll have to have a chat sometime. scotland will be good for you. have a great trip. x