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- bainbridge-1
15 years ago I was awkward and depressed and started hanging out with this girl that I had been obsessed with and she reciprocated. Somehow I was afraid to get close and pushed her away, because I was depressed and lacked confidence. And then stopped talking to her despite her trying a few times to reconnect. And then I hated myself for it, but couldn't even get coffee with her for some unknown reason.
I ran into her randomly last year for the first time in 10 years and she's married now and we're different people, but I occasionally still wonder what would have happened and think about how bad at everything I was, when it was all right there and could have been great.
- Hopefully you are in a good place now :)utopian
- Regret will eat you alive, dude. Be happy she's safe & happy herself. Allow me a cliche moment: If you keep looking back you'll miss everything in front of you.PonyBoy
- C'est la vie man.
A lot of people out there now still looking to meet you now.PhanLo - Heh, these girls, they won't wait for you :)sted
- also be happy that you haven't fucked up her life :Dsted
- Awbainbridge